22 July 2005, Friday

there's smthing i wan to sae, it alwaes haunt me at the night. but whenever i tell myself to sae it out, there's alwaes something that stops me. dunno how to express myself, felt so lost. dun wish to think. it is in my mind, am i not good enough? am i juz to full of myself? think too highly of myself? wanting to know the answer. looking thru my memory bank, i give it all, but all in vain. i dun wish to let go, trying to hang on, but i can't figure out motivations to push on. y can't the days be longer than the night? why must there be sunset?

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歌手:李圣杰 专辑:绝对痴心.手放开

我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆
看着往事一幕一幕
再次演出你我的爱
我把电视机打开听着别人的对白
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
你要的爱我学不来
眼睁睁看情变坏人怔怔看情感概
不能给你未来我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪流下来伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋
最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台有人走有人来
我的心是一个站牌
写着等待
最后的疼爱是手放开
我把收音机打开听着别人的失败
啃咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀
你的依赖还在胸怀
我无法轻易推开
我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易被伤害