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all hopes dashed. all hopes of my teammates are dashed, the doubles and the team event. it was me that dashed the hopes. i wanted to do well, wanted to much tat i've got nothing. sorry. it's lynal and edmund's last year for the POL-ITE and i think they wanted a medal badly. if i had bowled a 200 avg that day, chanel handbags we've got a medal. i wasn't that diff, but i didn't managed to get it. and in fact, i bowled the worst in the whole SP team. a 171 avg? tat's like wth. haiz. i hope the reserves dun blame me. hope that they dun tink that i'm that lousy that they shld be the one bowling instead. haiz. next month there will be this inter-varsity tournament where all the polytechnics are being invited. i dunno who uncle adam will pick, but i wish that i'll still be in the team and win a medal to compensate to lynal and edmund with it.