chalet!!!

just finished mahjong, did nothin' but only mahjong the whole night. i'm like leaving at 9 for spgg to drill nicholas' ball. will i drill wrongly? haaha. hope not.

had been disturbed the whole night. starting to think what am i actually doing. am i anyone? am i trying too hard? too anxious? i dunno. i just have this feeling that it is not right. everything is gettin out of control. when silence sets in, chanel handbags i'm thinking more. am i thinkin too much?

they r mostly slping by now, yet i'm here writing. i hate this feeling. lost again.

"show me the meaning of being lonely..."