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emotions

a sudden rush of emotions. jie so nice. she doesn't want a pressie from me, want me to save the money for myself to enjoy before ns. so touched. but no worries, i can manage! (: jie has been damn nice to me, got me a watch for my bday, and i can't think of anything for her... ):

thinking about it, there's nothing that i can spent money on. it's either at the proshop or bowling. so why do i need money? i suddenly feel tat i need ppl. i need ppl who are really willing to spent time with me. david always say, go down and work la, oso nobody date u. thinking thru it, it's quite true. i've been asking someone out but it's always in vain. true enough, there's like nthing much for me to do. when's the last time i step into a theatre? when's the last time i walk around in shopping centres? seriously, louis vuitton handbags can't recall. think back, the number of shows that i've watched my whole life is not even the no. of shows kok can watch in a month! i used to have jie to watch with me, but since she's with teh lan, she'll most probably watch it with him. i understand. i oso paiseh to ask her to watch with me la. mum gave me complimentary tickets, and i sold it.

sorry ppl that i'm emo-ing... but... ya.. good night world.. (: