i hate this feelings

everything is not right. my mind is like jigsaw puzzle, a scattered one. every piece of it is not in place, i can't find the corners which allows me to start putting the pieces together again. i need the whole picture, if not i'll be hanging in the middle of no where. i need a rest, i really need a rest, not really physical rest, but mental rest. pls let my mind rest. i believe some quiet moments will let the mind understand the picture.

was so shock to hear the way of the reply. scattered.......