santa santa...

we wish u a merry christmas and a happy new year.. hehe. christmas is just round the corner. it is already filled with the christmas atmosphere. haven been sending christmas cards and all. but i'm looking for a special thing that i can get...

when will a christmas wish come true. it has nv come true in my life. my wish is so simple, but... haiz. i'm still yet a good bowler, still yet won a title, yet won the heart of the person whom occupy my heart. my world is still lack of her. wth. i think wad i wish has always been a day dream. looking forward to that day, but that day has nv drawn near. always at the border. efforts put in goes down the drain. lao tian nong ren. chanel handbags i've nv been a good guy as i got a jian zhui ba, that's why lao tian zai chu fa wo. hello lao tian, jiu suan wu gong ye you lao rite. haiz. every festival shows how lonely i am. frens getting to go out with their love ones and plus now even more unattached are attached, leaving me alone, staying at hm counting the stars in the sky and thinking why am i the one.

surrounded by the four walls, onli reflection of myself... so scary, so qi liang.....