mummy i love you..

i'm so scared. i dont know wad to do... i knew of the situation long ago but i just kept running, running away... i dont want to lose her, i cant bare to do so. i regretted for not being with her when she tries to spent more time with me. i really regretted. how i wish i can talk to her and accompany her to holidays and etc.. i missed the times when she's well. sorry... i didnt did tat on purpose, louis vuitton handbags i just dont know why i kept running. at times i knew u long to be accompanied by me but i choose to go out. i dont want to think of the bad things.

now u are unable to move about, to watch me bowl, to eat dinner with me, etc. i cant help tearing when i tht of how i treated you before. i really very very afraid that you would leave me just like tat.

every single thing in the house reminds me of u. how you look like now. u looked like you are suffering, and it hurts me. really. i tried to be strong. i had to put on a brave front. i cant let u worry about me.

god, pls. i beg you, dont take her away from me. i want to make up for wad i havent done the past few years. i want to bring her around, hug her and even kiss her. i want her to see me get married and stuff.. pls pls pls, pls give me this chance... I love you...