没有妈咪的第八天

today's sunday, a week after mummy left. we are doing quite alright but i still feel dad's a little not right. maybe cos he has been keeping everything to himself. friday night my relatives came over to stay over at my place cos sat is tou qi. it's said that mummy will come home to take a look at home and ppl who has fate with her or ppl who she wans to see will be able to see her. sat morning, da jiu says that he saw her, and i believe that she came back. i heard da jiu talking when he's slping. er jiu says he dreamt of her. dad too dreamt that she held his hand. i believe she's back but didn't wanted to alert us. she'll just see us from a distance. i suppose she alerted da jiu and er jiu cos they wasn't able to make it to see her the last time. i rmb i placed mummy's phone straight on my desk, but it was slanted in the morning. mummy, why didn't you talk to me? i miss you..

when to ju shi lin this morning to do up some administration stuff to put a shen zhu pai there. everything went on smoothly, guess is mummy's arrangement. the temple only put up shen zhu pai every last sunday of the month. mummy's 47th day is on the last sat of dec so just nice the next day she'll sit up der. no need to wait or wad.

went over to ah ma's place as the usual practise as mummy was ard. everyone is fine. i bet mummy's happy to see that.

DEAR U

我们都很想念你

在你离开以后这些日子里

以往的每次想起

眼泪都象汗水一样的决堤

你临走前的那些日子

我们每一个人都尽量的掩饰

不让你看到伤心的样子

心里的痛苦永远无法解释

看着疾病不断侵蚀你的生命

多想让时间暂停

让你再感受多点温馨

你松开了双手

带走你的温柔

连说声再见的时间也(都)没有

只希望你能快乐永远无忧

一切(所有)的幸福都在你左右

你松开了双手

带走你的温柔

我们还会相亲相爱到永久

遇到风雨的时候

紧握彼此的(双)手

你的爱已足够成为我们坚强的理由

最后的那段时间里

我一回家就会去看看你

多想用自己全部的能力

换你坚强生还的勇气

妹妹经常在夜里

千万次地呼唤妈妈的名字

或许她还不曾想起

最爱她的你已经不在这里

mummy, i told ya that i'll win a tournament for you and i promise i'll try my best in this tournament. i know you wont blame me for being unable to do it cos you always told me to jing li jiu hao. but i want you to know you've got a son who can do it! i want you to be proud of me! (: love ya... (: