all or nothing

you've got the rest of and now i just want a chance to give you the best of me...

she's back

tired. 21 oct, friday, the day where she's back, was at chalet, played mahjong the whole night. sat morning after check out, went straight to spgg with felix to swim and enjoy the hot and cold pool. quite shiok, but was drained out. didn't get any rest. went home to get changed and went kok's house to meet eddie, xf, and ken before we went to celebrate ronald and cheryl's bday. the food wasn't that good, and the portion is small. the cost is ard $160. and i signed. but they pay me la. hahaha.

i miss u. but when will i get to see u....

10th day...

the 10th day has passed and now i'm in the mid of the 11th day le... got my results yesterday, wasn't quite good, had only 1A, 2Cs and the rest are all Bs. This lead to the drop in the GPA. nvm, it is over anyway, i'll have to work even harder next semester. nothing is gonna stop me. ahaha. today is a rotting day again.

wo xiang nian ni de xiao, xiang nian ni de wai tao, xiang nian ni bai se wa zi, he ni shen shang de wei dao...

10th day has passed...

9th day...

the 9th day finally flew, 3 more days to go... yeapie... yesterdae was the second block of the selection of ITE-Poly Games, and the good news is, i climb from the 7th position to the top qualifier position. YEA! hahaha. todae 10am will be the last block, that's the jue ding 6 gmes. hahaha. am counting min by min. seconds by seconds. =)

wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li ni ai de na ge tian shi....

9th day passed...

8th day...

the 8th day had juz passed, 50 mins ago. it is the first day of the selection. the whole squad did not bowl well. it's long oiling which i shld score, but, why? i can't string strikes, splits are everywhere, scores are so sucky, but at least i picked almost all possible spares. today will be a better day after my slp. i'll juz treat it as giving those ppl above me handicap ba. hahaha. i'm the 7th position after the first block of 6gms. 12 more to go...

mei you ni zai wo you duo nan ao....

8th day is gone...

7th day...

today is the 7th day, and it is passing soon.....

went party world with ken, kok and wendy. hahaha, a good experience singing english songs. haha. went n.y.d.c for dinner! wheee... the baked rice... the cheesecake... wheee.. hahaha. gained weight but the wallet lost weight. they make me swipe my virgin card, (debit mini). ARG! ahhaa, but shiok ar! hahaha. dating the vampire soon....

7th day passing....

6th day...

6 days has passed, another half to go. monday is the selection le, timing is alrite, but a small injury at the fingers. hope 1 full day of rest is enuff for it to heal. =) no more topic on bowling tmr, coz it shld be a relax day. PArty World here i come...

xiang ni xiang de hao gu ji....

6th day passed...

5th day...

head's spinning. today woke up too early. had a long time thinking of u. hahaha. went drill ball with alen and den our trainin as usual. hahah. 3 more days to selection. scared? hmm, better not. haha. hen xiang ni.....

5th day...

4th day...

time crawls these days when u r not ard in town.

无尽的思念

墙角那朵枯萎的玫瑰
忘了为何要凋谢
散在地上撕落的岁月
又一天又一年没感觉
伤痕在心田
滚烫的蔓延
烟绕过发间你敷衍着抱歉
断了的琴弦
弹奏着从前
一起走过的路线没有终点
昏黄的光线
照射陈旧的水面
映出那朵玫瑰思念的画面

墙角那朵枯萎的玫瑰
忘了为何要凋谢
散在地上撕落的岁月
又一天又一年没感觉
风吹破欺骗你无法兑现
那年的夏天你许下的誓言
ho...
断了的琴弦
弹奏着从前
一起走过的路线没有终点
昏黄的光线
照射陈旧的水面
映出那朵玫瑰思念的画面

断了的琴弦
弹奏着从前
一起走过的路线没有终点
昏黄的光线
照射陈旧的水面
映出那朵玫瑰思念的画面
你走的那天我决定不掉泪
迎风撑着眼帘用力不眨眼

4th day...

3rd day

another day has passed....

3rd day passed

2nd day..

todae is a great day, enjoy the afternoon in spgg. swimming and tanning. night time spent in KBOX!!! a great time, from 7pm-3am. phew. at least i'm able to spent the time. hmm, body here but mind not here. body burning, seems like the hard time are soon to come. haha

she's still here in my mind...

2nd day...

first day...

monday again. trainin as usual in the evening. selection is next week. hope to get in. shldn't be a problem ba. hope so. hmm, ya, nothing much today, spending time on games and tv. tmr going swimming and kbox. shiok ar! haha.

it may seem silly, but i still wan u to know, i miss u. time crawls without u.

1st day...

rotting = unhealthy

watched chong shang yun xiao. a recommended show to watch, meaningful, lots to learn.

firstly it show how interesting it is to fly an aeroplane, wad kind of discipline muz we have when we are learning. it is not only applicable on studies. everyone has different types of study methods which will allow them to have better understanding. try all available methods, we'll find one that is the most suitable. no harm making mistakes, juz dun repeat the same mistake over again.

secondly, it shows how impt is friendship and kinship. it is that impt. friends are alwaes der to support u when u face problems. how disheartening it is to lose a gd fren, so treasure the buddy at least at the moment.

thirdly, it shows how vulnerable life is. Everything is unpredictable in life, u wouldn't know what will happen the next moment. one moment u are very excited and anxious to meet someone, the next moment u may not ard anymore. wad happened just now has become history. dun look back, look forward, further and wider. life is short in another sense, dun rot, spend it meaningfully, do wadever u like, enjoy every moment.

lastly, it teaches us that we need to face every moment will a smile. look positive, think positively. hopes make things happen. when there's hope, there's a chance. when u dun hope, u r giving up the chance, and that's failure. louis vuitton handbags so treasure what we have at the present moment, do what you enjoy. dun deceive yourself, dun lock urself, give urself a brand new chance. it mayb present when i'm typing, but it will be a past after i type. it just happen when u didn't even notice it.

the gift of life is the life itself, live it to the fullest!

continueous bowling

bowling, bowling and more bowling. had been bowling for three days consecutively. quite tired, but selections are coming, so no choice, pracitise more. tmr is my pastamiana day. hahaha finally. hahah. fri kbox, sat rot, sun rot, monday bowl, tuesday kbox again! hahaha but with different ppl. tht holidays would be until dec, but, it ends on 31 oct. haiz. but from another point of view, it is better to start sch earlier, which means i'll get to see her soon.. hahha.

the young me...

early in the morning, dad took out the passport pics, the old passport pics. the young me!! lol! i know those who are looking at this would be laughing, but nvm! lol!

Cute leh...

lol!

oh my!!

Came by some quotes, find it quite meaningful.

"The road of life may be long, but one day, it will come to an end. Treasure what you have now as on one knows how long the road is and when it is coming to an end."

"The sucess of a relationship doesn't depends on how you imagine it will be, cannot be calculated by figures, but to use your heart and giving it a try."

When a passenger board a cab, the passengers will tend to be asking the driver or thinking, 'how long more before i'll reached my destination? how much will it cost? will i be safe?' A lot of beautiful scenary are being miss out at the same time. therefore we should,

"enjoy the process, ignore the outcome"

update

it's been quite sometime since i last updated. exams over. sg open oso over. didn't have the time or rather too lazy to update during that period of time. bowled sg open but bowled like shit. it's normal. i tink the ppl who frequent my blog would notice that i alwaes sae i bowl like shit. haha. truth is i'm lousy. chanel handbags after the sg open was the victory banquet. felt so extra der. ppl were in groups. team singapore and etc. tht i shldn't be there. haiz.

haven been having peace at home, so many things happened which isn't good.

bowled at bt. panjang today, didn't notice that the price of the games increased. the price increase and the amount of oil they put on the lanes diminishes. haha. came across this sms frm jie, found it meaningful especially to me.

"Life only pass us once; today's moment becomes tomorrow's memory. Enjoy every moment, good or bad, 'cos the gift of life is life itself"