Our FRIENDSHIP will go on...~

one week to deadline

one week more till deadline. ECM & RWPS deadline. i hope angie will do her part by compiling the report on the urls. hmm. i've got to do the one on the online business networking.

got back my uccd individual report, and the result is like sucky? cmi? haiz. only 65. disappointment. spent so much time on it, but came out liddat. i lost marks on the language part, get onli 5 out of 10. gotta brush up on my english.

i did the student feedback today too, and i gave the CHEN YEN YIN and avg of 2. hahaha. even wrote some remarks. can't help laughing. haha. eugene and cathryn should know y huh. hahaha.

my finals is coming, counting down... 4 days to go...~


The Hardest Thing
98 Degrees


we both know that i shouldn't be here
this is wrong
and baby it's killing me killing you
both of us tryin' to be strong
i've got somewhere else to be
promises to keep
someone else who loves me
and trusts me fast asleep
i've made up my mind
there's no turning back
she's been good to me
and she deserves better than that


it's the hardest thing
i'll ever have to do
to look you in the eye
and tell you i don't love you
it's the hardest thing
i'll ever have to lie
to show no emotion
when you start to cry
i can't let u see
what you mean to me when my hands are tied
and my hearts not free
we're not meant to be
it's the hardest thing
i'll ever have to do
to turn around and walk away
pretending i don't love you


i know that we'll meet again
fate has a place and time
so you can get on with your life
i've got to be cruel to be knd
like Dr. Zhivago
all my love i'll be sending
and you'll never know
'cause there can be no happy ending


chorus


maybe another time, another day
as much as i want to i can't stay
i've made up my mind
there's no turning back
she's been good to be
and she deserves better than that


chorus

tiring mon

2 more projects to go, ecm and rwps. bfi is down today. so tiring, went to sch @ 10 to do up the editing and photos before submitting it at 12pm. day onli end at 830pm and that's after my bowling trainin. replica watches boring trainin tonight coz uncle adam wasn't around and this replacement coach is sort of not knowing to coach? sian! i'm hungry at tis moment, waiting for my dad to ta bao back for me after his ge tai session. haha. kelly poon came to sp todae, to xuan chuan. hmm, me and classmates decided tat we share money go buy kelly and kelvin's album. haha. seems cheap huh we. haha.

bowling is so fun when u are bowling well. recognition is more important than the prize money at the moment. it gives us the sense of achievement.

cathryn sae i'm a lan hao ren! i'm thinking thru it... izzit true???

My first title

FINALLY! my first title. although it's a small small tournament, but i'm still happy, at least it is the start. it realli feels good when one achieve something. i'm gonna try for the open division, pls pray for me. with that 'good luck' from u, i hope i will do well. =) so tired, mentally, mahjong after bowling. lost again, which is quite normal, but i'm still happy todae! aniwae, happy birthday! =)

Nothings Gonna Change My Love for You

By: Glenn Medeiros

If I had to life my life without you near me

The days would all be empty

The night's would seem so long

With you I see forever oh so clearly

I might've been in love before

But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know

They'll take us where we want to go

Hold me now

Touch me now

I don't want to live without you

Chorus:

Nothings gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of

I never asked for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love

You ought to know by now how much I love you

The woman changed my whole life too but nothings gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy

Our love will lead a way for us

Like a guiding star

I'll be there for you if you should need me

You don't have to change a thing

I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share the view

I'll help you see forever too

Hold me now

Touch me now

I don't want to live without you

Chorus:

Nothings gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of

I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothings gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

The woman changed my whole life too but nothings gonna change my love for you

Nothings gonna change my love for you

You ought to know how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of

I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothings gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothings gonna change my love for you

You ought to know how much I love you

The woman changed my whole life too but nothings gonna change love for you

(repeat chorus)

feeling great

todae is a good day for me. feels so happy. a load off my mind, uccd is over. went to bowl the SPGG Annual Championship, top qualifier for the youth le, tmr finals. WISH ME LUCK! =) juz a 'good luck' from u makes me able to bowl better. everything went on smoothly, juz tat i dunno why my yan pi yi zhi zai tiao. izzit that something bad is gonna happen? better not. i'm done with my crm presentation slides, MA graphs. still left with rwps, bfi and ecm. i need to be stronger. i will ao guo this semester! *yawns* tired, but i'll complete at the individual assignment!~

remember wad i've said... be happy... *loves*

sleepless?

i'm tired, real tired. luckily i did some ma and crm today, if not i'll feel damn guilty, actualli wana do the bfi oso de, but league stops me from work. haha. fridae is the day. haha. juz watched superstar, can be seen clearly that mediacorp is trying hard to let junyang win le, kelvin wouldn't win like wad i anticipated. the heaven knows is nice, and i tink the wae he sing tong hua got gan dong me. mayb he sings in a wae that i more bei ba.


Heaven Knows
Rick Price

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up till
I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know

Though she's far away
It just keeps gettin stronger
everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
Cause it breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come
Back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our heart will
Find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and
Pray 'cause heaven knows

My friends keep tellin me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
In know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
Cause it breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come
Back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our heart will
Find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and
Pray 'cause heaven knows

Why I live in despair
'Cause wide oway or
Dreaming
I know she's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why it does hurt me so

Maybe my love will come
Back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our heart will
Find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and
Pray 'cause heaven knows

Maybe my love will come
Back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our heart will
Find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and
Pray 'cause heaven knows
Heven knows.....2x

uccd over

done with uccd presentation, coming up next is the report. followed by crm presentation. gonna have sleepless nights again. d.n.raj is giving me lots of stress on my ecm report, i admit that i'm running away from it, but i'm realli not effective. i can't tink well.

ecm ca1 results are out. not good, i everytime oso 1/2 or 1 mark to the next grade. i hate it. haiz, have to really work hard, gpa isn't meeting my expectations.

i told eugene and cat about it, and i already anticipated the scolding from them. i'm ready to get it. they've been nagging at me. hmm.

getting ready for fa. good luck to my frens taking the same paper! JIA YOU!

sad

quite sad though, but i literally anticipated the disappointment. i dun blame u, so dun feel bad. yi qie shi zhu ding de ba...

meaningless sat

sat... it's sat... saturday is my bowling day, from morning till evening. hmm. as per normal, sch trning in the morning at spgg. after the trainin had a small talk with kok and uncle gerald. started to tink about wad i'm gonna do to change my life. for the past few years ever since i quit from the basketball team, life seems to become almost the same everyday. studying and bowling. nthin else. chanel handbags once in many many blue moon mayb go kbox with frens or movie with jie. haha. kok suggested i go work part-time, work in spgg bowling alley. and it's like NNOOOOOoOO... i've alreadi been seeing nthing but books, balls and pinss.. need a break from that. haha. i'm gonna do something abt it, i can't possibly be liddat my whole life, if not i'll be like the nicholas from 06! but tat gonna wait till end of this semester... haha... went dinner with my brother, and tat's like nv happened in life that me and him went OUT for dinner together. haha. tink i'm gonna cut my hair tmr! gonna start doing some work...

I CAN DO IT!

Gareth Gates - Say It Isn't So

Say It Isn't So
Gareth Gates

Skies are dark it's time for rain
Final call you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterdays
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow

How can I be smiling like before
When baby, you don't love me anymore

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so

Ten to five at least we tried
We're still alive but hope just died
As they close the door behind you
Whistle blows and tons of steel
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
As I wish I never found you

How can I be smiling when you're gone
Will I be strong enough to carry on

Miles and miles to go before I can say,
Before I can lay my love for you to sleep
Oh, darling ohI got miles and miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear
Me laugh again

The superstar results are out, SILVER & DERRICK is out. so ke xi. wad derreck sang after he was annouced tao tai is nice. HEN XIANG NI. got gan dong dao wo... JIAYOU!

很想你
HEN XIANG NI

你
ni　
在那里　
zai na li
这些年来如意不如意
zhe xie nian lai ru yi bu ru yi
还快乐　还单纯　还美丽
hai kuai le; hai dan chun; hai mei li　
时光如何对你
shi guang ru he dui ni

我　
wo
在这里
zai zhe li　
人海中一座岛屿
ren hai zhong yi zuo dao yu
很平静　
hen ping jing
风平浪静
feng ping liang jing
只除了深夜里
zhi cu le shen ye li　
回忆会疯狂来袭
hu yi hui feng kuang lai xi

我很想你
wo hen xiang ni　
你知道吗
ni zhi dao ma
如果可以
ru guo ke yi　
就让我再见你
jiu rang wo zai jian ni
美好微笑
mei hao wei xiao　
清澈眼睛
qing che yan jing
好确定那场分离只毁了我一个而已
hao que ding na chang fen li zhi mie le wo yi ge er yi
我很想你
wo hen xiang ni　
听见了吗
ting jian le ma
woo... 这是唯一
woo... zhe shi wei yi　
我无解的困境
wo wu jie de kuan jing
那些过去
na xie guo qu　
不肯过去
bu ken guo qu
不管我后来遇见多少人
bu guan wo hou lai yu jian duo shao ren
只能叹息
zhi neng tan xi　
都不是你
dou bu shi ni

我　
wo
在那里　
zai na li
你会不会偶尔好奇
ni hui bu hui ou er hao qi
有没有　
you mei you
曾经怀疑
chen jing huai yi
我说我会忘记　
wo shuo wo hui wang ji
只是种好意　
zhi shi zhong hao yi
都不是你　
dou bu shi ni
我只想爱你
wo zhi xiang ai ni

national day

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE... national day.


everything i thought is just a thought, nothing to do with reality...~

a long long day...

tiring dae indeed. lesson ended and 4 as usual although it's national day eve. wad to do, poly is alwaes different. waited 2 hrs for trning. waited till 12 for coffee and reached hm at ard 2.15am. nthing special. day juz past as usual. alen was talking about concentrating on bowling. so how, i start to tink abt my life. ppl hanging out on weekends to enjoy themselves, while me, rottin at the bowling alley facing bowling balls and pins. i should have more 'life' shouldn't i? hmm... on the other hand, i have my dreams to work for. my first title in the field. =)

i'm not afraid of being hurt...
i'm afraid of not being able to prevent u from it...

i'm always der for u, no matter what's the choice...~

普通朋友

PU TONG PENG YOU

歌手:陶喆 专辑:i'm ok

等待

den dai

我随时随地在等待

wo shui shi shui di zai den dai

做你感情上的依赖

zuo ni gan qing shang de yi lai

我没有任何的疑问

wo mei you ren he yi wen

这是爱

zhe shi ai

我猜你早就想要说明白

wo cai ni zao jiu xiang shuo ming bai

我觉得自己好失败

wo jiu de zi ji hao shi bai

从天堂掉落到深渊

cong tian tang diao luo de shen yue

多无奈

duo wu nai

我愿意改变(what can i do?)

wo yuan yi gai bian

重新再来一遍(just give me change)

cong xing zai lai yi bian

我无法只是普通朋友

wo wu fa zhi shi pu tong peng you

感情已那么深

gan qing na mo shen

叫我怎么能收手

jiao wo zhe mo neng fang shou

但你说i only want to be your friend

dan ni shuo i only want to be your friend

做个朋友

zuo ge peng you

我在你心中只是just a friend

wo zai ni xin zhong zhi shi just a friend

不是情人

bu shi qing ren

我感激你对我这样的坦白

wo gan ji ni dui wo zhe yang tan bai

但我给你的爱暂时收不回来

dan wo gei ni de ai zhan shi shou bu hui lai

so i 我不能只是be your friend

so i wo bu neng zhi shi be your friend

i just can't be your friend

i just can't be your friend

no,no,no,我不能只是做你的朋友

no,no,no, wo bu neng zhi shi zuo ni de peng you

不能只是做普通朋友

bu neng zhi shi zuo pu tong peng you

a story of ppl out of love...

i juz come by this story thru 'TV shou cha xian'. i feel that wad they said it relatively true. hope this story let us understand our thoughts...

The story goes...


从前有个老和尚下山到城，当他经过河边时， 见到一位在哭泣的女子。


老和尚便走向前问倒：“这位姑娘， 您为何哭泣啊？”


姑娘抬起头，往着老和尚回答：“我失恋了。。。”


和尚突然笑了起来。


女子感到有点愤怒，不禁说到：“我已经失恋了，你还在那幸灾乐祸。你到底是什么和尚吗？！”


老和尚笑着答到：“姑娘啊，您不必那么伤心。他应该比您还难过。”


老和尚往这那姑娘一面‘不明白’的脸继续的说：“您只不过是失去了一个不爱你的人，而他却失去一个爱他的人和一颗爱人的心”


姑娘终于理解了老和尚，道了谢，便带着一面笑脸离去了。。。



Once, there was a old monk leaving the temple for the city. He came by a river and saw a young lady at the bank, crying.

He walked over discretlty and ask,"hi lady, why are you crying?"

The lady turned around and said,"i'm out of love."

At that moment, the monk started laughing. chanel handbags

The lady become offended and said,"i'm already in depression, and here you are laughing at me! is that how a monk should be?!"

He replied with a smile in his face,"Why must you be sad when he leaves you?"

The lady seems lost, thinking that what kind of expression must one has when she is out of love?

The monk continue,"he should be the one that is sad. You only lose a man that doesn't love you, but, he has lost a person that love him and also a heart to love."

After listening to this, the lady thank the monk for the guidance and walk off with a smile...

juz woke up

waking up late in the morning can only be done on saturdays. the feeling is great. looking around online and doing work at the same time isn't a problem when sleep is sufficient. doing up crm, bfi and uccd.

alwaes tht that i'm a ti de qi fang de xia de ren, but the feelings this few daes doesn't shows that. alwaes tinking too much? or rather too sensitive to everyword said or written? wondering wad is it implying and who it is implying. suddenly those devils are telling me not to do it, and starting to wonder whether i did the right thing at the right time. i'm not sure.

finally...

dinner with yu, sher, eddie, apple, nic, jin is great. swensens. it is alwaes a nice feeling when the few of us meet up for dinner. although sometimes they talk about some things tat i dun realli understand coz they are talking abt their NP, but still enjoy the time with them. that's the feelings tat gathering with old frens shld have. talk and talk. about studies, about ppl. lots. back hm, staring blankly at the monitor, tinking wad shld be done...

PIANO
歌手:范逸臣
词:许常德曲:桑田佳佑

白键是那一年海对沙滩浪花的缱绻
bai jian shi na yi nian hai dui sha tan lang hua de qian quan
黑键是和你多日不见
hai jian shi he ni duo ri bu jian
弹指间海岸线
tan zhi jian hai an xian
你的泪我的眼
ni de lei wo de yan
模糊天边
mo hu tian bian

每个人心中都有架钢琴尘封在回忆
mei ge ren xin zhong dou you jia gang qing chen feng zai hui yi
任凭我只是你的插曲
ren ping wo zhi shi ni de cha qu
时间偶尔提起
shi jian ou er ti qi
钢琴偶尔哭泣
gang qing ou er ku qi
那些零乱片段
na xie ling luan pian duan

如果爱还能再重来
ru guo ai hai neng zai chong lai
我期待澎湃永远在
wo qi dai peng pai yong yuan zai
oh 每次琴盖打开便有歌来自大海
oh mei chi qing gai da kai bian you ge lai zi da hai
如果爱已不存在
ru guo ai yi bu chun zai
我希望有一段精彩
wo xi wang you yi duan jing cai
让回忆有所感慨
rang hui yi you shuo gan kai

白键是现在我哀悼昨天成全你改变
bai jian shi xian zai wo ai dao zuo tian chen quan ni gai bian
黑键是原谅我的原谅
hai jian shi yuan liang wo de yuan liang
好想再弹一遍
hao xiang zai tan yi bian
手指却只听见你的道歉
shou zhi que zhi ting jian ni de dao qian

刘文正 - 流水年华

流水年华
LIU SHUI NIAN HUA
歌手:刘文正 专辑:不朽经典金曲

朦胧的街灯
meng long de jie deng
静静躺在小雨中
jing jing tang zai xiao yu zhong
往事又掠过我心头
wang shi you lue guo wo xin tou
尤记离别的时候
you ji li bie de shi hou
紧紧握住我的双手
jing jing wo zhu wo de shuang shou
轻轻一句多珍重
qing qing yi ju duo zhen zhong
眼儿也朦胧
yan er ye meng long

年华似水流
nian hua shi shui liu
转眼又是春风柔
zhuan yan you shi chun feng rou
层层的乡思也幽幽
chen chen de xiang shi ye you you
他乡风寒露更浓
ta xiang feng han lu gen nong
劝君早晚要保重
quan jun zao wan yao bao zhong
期待他日再相逢
qi dai ta ri zai xiang feng
共度白首
gong du bai shou

今宵微寒路上行人匆匆
jing xiao wei han lu shan xing ren cong cong
朦胧的街灯孤立在雨中
meng long de jie deng du li zai yu zhong
远处传来幽幽的歌声
yuan chu chuan lai you you de ge sheng
句句在我心田
ju ju zai wo xin tian

年华似水流
nian hua shi shui liu
转眼又是春风柔
zhuan yan you shi chun feng rou
层层的乡思也幽幽
chen chen de xiang shi ye you you
他乡风寒露更浓
ta xiang feng han lu gen nong
劝君早晚要保重
quan jun zao wan yao bao zhong
期待他日再相逢
qi dai ta ri zai xiang feng
共度白首
gong du bai shou
我期待他日再相逢
wo qi dai ta ri zai xiang feng
共度白首
gong du bai shou

it's weekend soon...

weekends coming, time is passing too fast, i zhuan yan i'm going to be dead. had the MA CA2 tis afternoon, finalli clarified all the doubts. autonomous spending is all expenditure that is not influence by income. haha, practise and practise till the whole formula is in my head. didn't know the mr miranda knows about bowling. hmm, he impresses me. haha. had another project to work on le, MA!!! it is all about work! haha.

day was quite good till the last lecture...

continued...

continue... juz finished watching the show on channel 55. had been practising MA and FA tutorial juz now. i can't get the MA answers! check and check, still can't find the mistake. haiz. tmr gonna try again. have to read thru the ecm, hope would pass, dun wan juz a moderate pass, at least a B+, hoping to pull up the final grade abit.

today they release the results for MA presentation. wasn't quite satisfied. eugene and i were complaining. haiz. no point complaining le, it's final liaoz, wad can we do? work hard for the upcoming ca ba.

Here's my deadlines!!!
- UCCD --> Report & Presentation ==> Week 3
- ECM: 1. Publishing --> Report ==> Week 5
Presentation ==> Week 6
2. E-Trading --> Report ==> Week 5
- MA: 1. C.A 2 --> Week 1
2. Practical --> Report ==> Week 6
--> Presentation ==> Week 6
- CRM --> Report ==> Week 2
--> Presentation ==> Week 4
- RWPS --> Report & Presentation ==> Week 5

sch day again

it's the start of work, monday morning. nthing had been done yesterday. none. quite guilty but i still like sunday to be an off day. visit my ah ma ah gong, normal routine on the sunday. went off with my cousin who is going brunei the following week for in camp training to jurong point to get his stuff for the trip. evening came and i'm at kok house again, MAHJONG!~ tis time round, louis vuitton handbags i brought my ECM along to study. i dun believe tat wo du shu(study), i will du shu(lose in gambling)! and i realli lost. nv gao the whole dae lo. wth rite. lost not much la, $5. actualli dat $5 can be counted for the cup noodle and otah i ate, the cup of ribena i drank and the electricity i use to charge my phone. haha. quite reasonable.

studying for my ECM, didn't know until yesterday that the CA is tmr!!! 2 more chapter to go, todae have to pang sai tou piak.(fa fen tu qiang) haha. lesson starting at 2 is really boring, time before and after lecture is too short for me to do anithing. =( gotta continue with ECM, dun wish to fail...

take care everyone, life should be great. *SMILES*