five day week

sat is nt meant to be a work day, and so, i'm at hm the whole day. had a gd rest, ready to battle the coming week. wasn't really entertaining, life is juz sleep and tv for days at home. went out for dinner with dad and mum. the long awaited curry fish head only arrives 45mins after the order is taken. wasn't bad. throat wouldn't cure as soon as expected, coz curry, nasi lemak, fries etc had been passing thru it these few days. jie flew todae, to a faraway land for tournament. would there be gifts when she's back? haha. lucks to her.

meaningless day

a meaningless day. not much constructive work done. crapping thru the project discussion. no one is in the study mood. all in holiday mood. bad. spent half the day rotting inside spgg. went off at twelve for supper at kentridge, the nasi lemak. chilli damn hot. wheee. reached hm not long ago, waiting for food to digest. can anione see meaning in today? pls advise.

陈晓东 - 孤单的夜里我不孤单

孤单的夜里我不孤单
歌手:陈晓东 专辑:感觉贴心

你让我发现天的蓝
蓝的让人好心安
生命的颜色于是开始不平凡
你让我看见海的宽
宽的够容下梦想
生命的样子变得好简单

孤单的夜里我不孤单
爱过的人显得坚强
哭著或笑著入睡都一样
最美丽的脸庞是明早的太阳
孤单的夜里我不孤单
爱过就没有遗憾
笑著或哭著醒来都无妨
有个人住在我的心上
久久长长

我身上有你给的翅膀
在云间水上自由飞翔
灵魂像天一样蓝
像海一样宽不怕孤单

phew.. finally

phew, finally it's over FOR TODAY. haha. started doing the project at 3pm. Eugene was one and a half hour late. oh my god. haha. he reached at 2.30? and coz he is so late, cat was pissed and didn't really want to speak. this lead to the domino effect as eugene was so irritated tat he raised his voice. after some time of silent war, gene apologised and everything went on as per normal. we were behind time, juz did the crm survey. hope tmr we'll get the uccd done. shagged. later got superstar. i'm gonna do some workout and practise some singing! haha.

rotting in library!

i dunno why i'm in sch. rotting in the main library. suppose to be doing projects. eugene is late, dunno why. we were saying tat if we were to go someone house to do, we will be playing daidee. but seems like there's no difference now. haha. i'm tinking how to start my ecm. shld be doing it alone, grp members are alwaes M.I.A (missing in action). chanel handbags seems like the rest of the week wouldn't be a easy one. hey yu, i saw the ad saeing kbox having promotion, 40% OFF leh!!!! lets go! wheee... haha... kidding la, know u r busy with ur projects. wad time will i be able to go home?? *thinking*

SB talentine is coming soon. next semester. should i participate? but i've stage fright! how?!? hmm, mayb i go practise somemore first den sae ba.. wahhaa.. xiang yao ba ni wang ji zhen de hao nan, shi nian de tong zai wo xin li jiu can. haha.

a busy day...

a busy day. schedule:-

- afternoon: raffles place to do fieldwork

we were like idiots at raffles place. haha, need to take pictures at the banks and draw the floor plan of the automated banking lobby. so we were like thieves, tou tou mo mo. haha. finished quickly and went off at around 3.

- evening: basketball time!

went to play bball at bpcc. too long nv play le, now like so stiff and body aching. old le la, the youngsters are catching up. haha.

- night: prata

my normal hangout, prata shop with my 2 bros, kok and ken. this 2 idiots keep talking abt uh-hmm. dun sae la. sian. haha.

tat's it. kept myself occupied today.

a relax day at hm...

time flies when u have lots of programs. when u r looking forward to something, time seems to slow down, but when u r being occupied, it do really flies. one day had past, i've done nothing on my project. feels so lazy to, slack around at hm. it is quite a miracle to find me at home. woke up at 9.30am and now it is already 9pm. was doing up my blog today, changing the font etc.


went to have lunch 'with' kok. (with in "" becoz he watch me eat) he was waiting for his gf at bukit batok so shun bian accompany me ba. ppl do change when the met their other part. He was there early! haha, can't believe it man. he was late for half an hour at least usually, but he was 1/2 an hr early today. met his wendy, hmm, looks ordinary (dun blame me kok), but he was totally into her. i realised tat he found wad he wans, looks dun really matter, really. the feelings, the thoughts and the heart are the factors. i'm so happy for him.


some time ago i still dun understand, why some ppl can find one so fast, while others might have to wait for yrs, even forever to realli found theirs, but now i understand. it is the fate the brought them together, time isn't a factor. What is ours no matter wad, it is still ours, no point struggling for it, although one still have to give in all when it comes. with this, i understand and i will not pity myself anymore. i'll let heaven decide whether she's mine ornot. just be happy. chanel handbags same applies to all. life will be great if u see everything simple. complicated life will make one upset, hurt. the one that hurt him is himself. u can't be hurt if u dun wan to hurt urself. (sounds chim leh??) haha.


aniwae, i muz still thank those who stands by me thru' those immature days of mine. thanks! =)tmr will be the day i start my war, war with the knowledge. got to start, if not, i'm deem to fail. all the best!

i'm already contented when u treat me as a close friend. with u around, my life is full of colours!



waiting for u...~

K Ge...

today went to k ge. not bad, but throat is still not feeling well, voice cannot make it. i finalli had a chance to vent it out, sing it out. feel more comfortable now. i've tht it over, i'm hanging on. i will not give pressure but support. my love is nt dead. =) think i'll need to take care of my throat le, it isn't getting better. thanks to er, gene and pris for accompanying me today. realli appreciate that. hey ah bu, when are we going for our k box session? looking forward to it.

DEAR U
歌手:张敬轩 专辑:a.m/p.m

我们都很想念你
在你离开以后这些日子里
以往的每次想起
眼泪都象汗水一样的决堤
你临走前的那些日子
我们每一个人都尽量的掩饰
不让你看到伤心的样子
心里的痛苦永远无法解释

看着疾病
不断侵蚀你的生命
多想让时间暂停
让你再感受多点温馨

你松开了双手
带走你的温柔
连说声再见的时间也(都)没有
只希望你能快乐永远无忧
一切(所有)的幸福都在你左右
你松开了双手
带走你的温柔
我们还会相亲相爱到永久
遇到风雨的时候
紧握彼此的(双)手
你的爱已足够成为我们坚强的理由

最后的那段时间里
我一回家就会去看看你
多想用自己全部的能力
换你坚强生还的勇气
妹妹经常在夜里
千万次地呼唤妈妈的名字
或许她还不曾想起
最爱她的你已经不在这里

苏永康 - 爱一个人好难

爱一个人好难(国)
苏永康

你说你还是喜欢孤单
其实你怕被我看穿
你怕属于我们的船
飘飘荡荡靠不了岸

时到如今没有答案
我的真心为你牵荡
不管相见的夜多么难堪
渐渐淡淡的说
爱是不爱

想要把你忘记真的好难
思念的痛在我心里纠缠
朝朝暮暮的期盼
永远没有答案
为何当初你选择一刀两段
听你说声爱我真的好难
曾经说过的话风吹云散
站在天平的两端
一样的为难
唯一的答案
爱一个人好难

时到如今没有答案
我的真心为你牵荡
不管相见的夜多么难堪
渐渐淡淡的说
爱是不爱

想要把你忘记真的好难
思念的痛在我心里纠缠
朝朝暮暮的期盼
永远没有答案
为何当初你选择一刀两段
听你说声爱我真的好难
曾经说过的话风吹云散
站在天平的两端
一样的为难
唯一的答案
爱一个人好难

想要把你忘记真的好难
思念的痛在我心里纠缠
朝朝暮暮的期盼
永远没有答案
为何当初你选择一刀两段
听你说声爱我真的好难
曾经说过的话风吹云散
站在天平的两端
一样的为难
唯一的答案
爱一个人好难

24 July 2005, Saturday

there's nthing i can sae... juz...

WHY GOODBYE
Christian Wunderlich

So are we over now
Do we just turn the page
Or let the story end?
Do we just walk away
Just like we never meant
I know we said some things
And now you want to leave
But maybe that's no reason to let a good love die
Why goodbye
Why must it be this way
So many words
So many other words that we could say
Why goodbye
After all this time
Can't we try
Why goodbye
Why can't we work it out
Why can't we talk it out
A little more this time
Search though the rain and find
A ray of hope still shine
We can just close the door
We still are fighting for
We've come too far together to leave it all behind
Why goodbye
Why must it be this way
So many words
So many other words that we could say
Why goodbye
After all this time
Can't we try
Why goodbye
The road that I love is never easy
You'll get lost along the way
But in time
You will find your way through
We can make it through the bad times
We can make it to the good times
Through the story weather
'Cos we belong together
Why goodbye
Why must it be this way
So many words
So many other words that we could say
Why goodbyeAfter all this time
Can't we tryWhy goodbye
Know can't returnWhy goodbye...
Why goodbye
Why goodbye...

23 July 2005, Saturday

hi, i tink i knew it. take care.

22 July 2005, Friday

there's smthing i wan to sae, it alwaes haunt me at the night. but whenever i tell myself to sae it out, there's alwaes something that stops me. dunno how to express myself, felt so lost. dun wish to think. it is in my mind, am i not good enough? am i juz to full of myself? think too highly of myself? wanting to know the answer. looking thru my memory bank, i give it all, but all in vain. i dun wish to let go, trying to hang on, but i can't figure out motivations to push on. y can't the days be longer than the night? why must there be sunset?

手放开
歌手:李圣杰 专辑:绝对痴心.手放开

我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆
看着往事一幕一幕
再次演出你我的爱
我把电视机打开听着别人的对白
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
你要的爱我学不来
眼睁睁看情变坏人怔怔看情感概
不能给你未来我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪流下来伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋
最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台有人走有人来
我的心是一个站牌
写着等待
最后的疼爱是手放开
我把收音机打开听着别人的失败
啃咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀
你的依赖还在胸怀
我无法轻易推开
我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易被伤害

21 July 2005, Thursday

finally a heavy load is off my mind, MA and RWPS is gone. feeling more relax, but looking at the road ahead, holiday doesn't seem to be like one. i dunno why i have to be in tat group for ecm, i feel like i'm the only one doing, so stress. i'm gonna go kbox next monday, i dun care. i will go no matter wad. i dunno why i'm so free, shld be doing work now. but, my mind is else where. mayb i need a short break before i start for the long journey of all the other projects. hmm, ah kok has got himself a girlfriend, finally. haha. congrats pal. out of the 5 guys, all got gf le, left me. haiz. everyone's life is so different. you may not get wad u wan. so, no pt to jia you. no matter whether you pump petrol or disel.

but....

you're always on mind... on my mind...~

Always On My Mind
S.H.E

Always on my mind
如果解得开这难题　
我会更加感谢爱情
不只是让我可以遇见你
如果还能怎样努力　
我们不会为彼此可惜
相爱的却不适合爱下去
You’re always on my mind
你给的爱　
是我心海　
最美的澎湃
You’re always on my mind
你给的爱　
证明我真的存在
如果能有什么送你　
我也不会这样着急
至少有部分的我陪着你
如果某天能再相遇　
千万别说你还在伤心
人都该学会复原的能力
You’re always on my mind
让我依赖　
当我孤单　
就唤你出来
You’re always on my mind　
心有你在　
就会有力量再爱
这寂寞城市　
再度寂寞了起来　
当紧握的手慢慢被放开
再看一眼　最爱的脸　
Baby ,Yes I love you ,but good-bye Oh~流下来　
泪流下来　
因为爱留不下来
You’re always on my mind
心有你在　
我就还敢梦想爱

20 July 2005, Wednesday

counting down to death date, 21 July 2005, Thursday, 11am. done with the charts and graphs, thinking of what to say about my graph. Doing on the consumption function, juz a linear function. dun really know what am i suppose to present about that slide. all i can say is the mpc, and autonomous consumption, and hopefully the mps. Dunno why i volunteer to take it up quite a stupid choice. rotting in school. project superstar in about 5 hrs. excited. hoped that kelly will be back into the competition. =)

断点
歌手:张敬轩
静静的陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转过我的脸不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍
我吻过你的脸
你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼
我总是可以看见失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸
虽然你不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过的好一点
断开的感情线
我不要做断点
只想在睡前在听见你的蜜语甜言

19 July 2005, Tuesday

tht the stress would be gone, for at least sometime. but the reality doesn't seem to be corresponding to my thoughts. looking at the scheduled datelines, hopes for entertainment just crashed. MA project presentation, RWPS CA, ECM Reports, UCCD Reports, BFI Fieldwork Reports and individual assignment, ECM CA, MA CA, FA CA. lots to go. staying late in sch and slping late are normal routine. panda's visiting most of us. aniway, quite enjoy the time as it seems to flies. journey mayb long, from one side to the other, chanel handbags but is worthwhile. enjoy it very much. may seem stupid, but who cares. hope more chances to come. =) it's soon gonna be 2 am, still up, hoping to do something on MA.

后来的我们
歌手:品冠 专辑:后来的我(新歌+精选)

越过那条长街再转弯
那是以前我常来的地方
谁还传言和感情的窗
你一直希望对面是一片海洋
后来听说你一直想搬
太多寂寞在屋里一直烧不完
在别人面前我们总显得大方
说还是朋友或许只是一个假象
后来的我们一直都遇不上
仿佛都在避开某一些地方
在人群中都走得特别匆忙
怕一不小心就认出对方
后来的我们又被谁而遇上
忍痛许久的伤终于能原谅
才明白眼泪只是一种行囊
而我们都是彼此幸福的转站
也许在某一天某个街上
无意中擦肩认出对方
我们只需自然
不会有人看穿
怕一不小心就会认出对方

18 July 2005, Monday

One more week to relaxation, projects are still giving ppl headache. trying hard on MA, hoping to score, nthing is more important than concentration during this time. unfortunately, germs invaded me at this crucial moment. three more daes to presentation.

地狱天使
歌手:温岚 专辑:蓝色雨
词:刘耕宏 曲:周杰伦

地狱天使披着美丽幻影
一样的月谜样的沉醉
缓缓靠近却捉摸不定
让我身陷荆棘的领域地
狱天使透露梦的讯息
忽隐忽现模糊了视线
爱的疲倦心还是破碎
面临决裂是谁定的罪
你带我上天堂又推
我下去我拥抱着遗憾
坠落在天际
你带我上天堂又推我下去
不敢相信但你已决定

have you ever see such lecture??? Poor D.N.Raj. haha