new year...

it's the start of the year... i dunno how to put it. i dun feel the excitement for countdown and wad so ever.. it's the same for christmas. things hasn't been going well for me. maybe it's karma.

baby, i hope u are really fine and all. i dunno how much more i can do. i'm trying my best to salvage this. i dun wish to let this end like this. u can say that there isn't a start in the first place. is that wad u really feel. all this while i mean nothing? i'm so afraid. i really am. i dun wan to lose u though, but i can't force you to feel the same. i really miss u that much, but i hope u don't miss me like how i miss you, cos i know the feeling is terrible to miss one. baby, i really don't wish we end u like this. pls tell me u r willing to give me a second chance, pls tell me that things are gonna be fine. and most imptly, pls tell me u r fine. (: love ya baby..