disappointment

disappointment i can say, real disappointment, so near yet so far. top 40 isn't tat difficult to achieve, but i ended up 5 position away from the cut off. haiz. i actually bowled better den yesterday but still not good enough. sian.

NY selection trials 2006 phase 1 day 1

today is the national youth selection trials 2006 phase 1 day 1. okay, that's long. bowled 8 gms today, another 8 gms to go tmr. wasn't bowling well, down by 183 pins, which is like 177 avg, placing me at 53th position. to confirm for phase 2, i would need to up like 100 pins tmr. prays. jie left the country today for the SEA games in philippines this morning.

i need slp, i need energy to bowl tmr, but the stupid nose is blocked. hate the feeling of having flu, especially in the night. it stops you from getting a good rest.

the smile on your face brightens up my day. the stress on you makes me worry. can't help wanting to look after you. more surprises to come... =)

ken's birthday

hmm, it's 1245am le. yesterday was kenneth and my da jiu's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. went out to eat with ken juz now. the ambience is quite relaxing but, rather quiet. we went 7eleven and ask him to picked 4 numbers and ask him to buy it. hahaha, and u know wad, he dunno how to draw the tickets. hahaha. later is the first day for the national youth selection trials, chanel handbags and i'm not in a good physical condition, hoping will get better after a good rest. so many events coming up, eddie's birthday,POL-ITE, milo and christmas. all i want for christmas is u. ahaha. i wish that i've a chance to date u out tat day. it'll be one of the most memorable day if i have the chance. sompa. ahaha.

cold cold day...

cold day indeed, not a good day too. it doesn't start and ends well. went into class singing a chinese song, and that kenneth thai dunno wad is his f**king problem, ask me dun sing chinese song, sing english song. den he added that to put more english songs into my mp3 so that can improve my english. and that's like what the hell lo. i straight away turned off. he was like trying to mi pu wad he had said, but too bad la. went for gems and then the staff and students games. i've nv bowl that badly in spgg ever. there was like no area that i can keep the shots consistant. hate that feeling. louis vuitton handbags the sb talentime is getting better day by day. a committee that puts in great efforts into their event will eventually make it a success. good job. and i like that smile on ur face. hope i'll be able to allow that to happen everyday, if i have the chance. there was this guy that sang the same song as me, but i wasn't fortunate enough to listen. heard praises of him. luckily i wasn't performing on the same day as him, if not will make a fool out of myself.

a unforgetable day

A day which so many pairs of eyes looking at me. the anxiety overwhelmed me before the whole event. hoping so much that it will go on smoothly, ppl enjoying instead of complaining or commenting. a shiok feeling at the end of the performance. frens were der, audience were der, and the organizing committee to provide such a chance. participants were well prepared, making the whole event more exciting. maybe it is another 'cheaper' interest that i can go into. chanel handbags bowling is expensive, hoping that the Singapore Bowling Federation would take me in. the look in the judge's face makes me feels a bit more comfortable, at least i can see her nodding sometimes. i was looking at u but i doubt u notice. a great exposure i can say.

recover

it's been quite some time since i last blogged. shall update today den. rottin in spgg at the moment. okay, it's a long week next week, got to start with my reports, and the most scary thing is the upcoming event that i've nv gone thru before, TALENT TIME. still quite gan jiong man. it's a lifetime experience though, hopefully nobody will throw eggs at me. ahaha. it'll be on the 22nd nov which is this tuesday that i'll have my first performance done. hahah. sounds so grand rite. hahah. then comes the national youth selection, 26th and 27th of november. will be bowling at 2 diff venues, chanel handbags safra mount faber and orchid country club. hopefully will get in at least for the first phase. 3rd and 4th of dec will be the POL-ITE games, which will be held at safra yishun. the line up for the team is still not out yet, but am quite sure will get in la. dunno which team uncle adam is going to put me in only. might be going to K.L on the 8th - 12th of dec for the milo internation championship. and that's provided that people dun back out.

thinking of u brightens up my day...

fav dae of the week...

wednesday, one of the fav day in the week. short and sweet. morning had kenneth's lesson 9am, he's quite funny, time flies for his tutorial. had a 2 hrs break before the gems lesson starts. although the classroom may be far away for er mei shan, but toking cock along the way makes travelling seems fast. pat's lesson is alwaes so interesting, she's always joking ard. enjoyable lesson, doesn't have the securing your pc feeling. tmr is a short day too, but the first tutorial is being conducted by the boring Mrs Lu!!! after that is the dennis sim's BLAW.

life mayb be worst off when the relationship is coming to an end...

words of wisdom...

there's always another perspective of life...

9th time...

jie have been complainin that i nv update. ahaha. shall do some updates. not a gd day i can sae. gems turns out nt as wad i expected. pants got wet by green tea, injured my leg. so unlucky, totally not my day.

feels so far apart, the gap's getting bigger. i'm trying hard... it's the 9th time... why??? it is soon the 9th month...

Nian Li

if you believe you can do it, you sure to be able to do it. if you don't believe you can do it, you will never be able to do it...